tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4174606706448853915.post9193258711023737026..comments2024-03-19T13:11:49.614-07:00Comments on Save Send Delete: "I Love You." "I Know." D Goskahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09353495585591945881noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4174606706448853915.post-25115718944962387282015-05-12T16:03:54.697-07:002015-05-12T16:03:54.697-07:00Why, I wonder, this intimist and harrowing story n...Why, I wonder, this intimist and harrowing story now?<br />There are so many things to ponder about in this post, but I keep coming back to the same question. Why?<br />Cristinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4174606706448853915.post-50084915965023271292015-05-12T10:00:32.255-07:002015-05-12T10:00:32.255-07:00Katie you are a blessing in my life. Thank you. Katie you are a blessing in my life. Thank you. D Goskahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09353495585591945881noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4174606706448853915.post-52368444539028187172015-05-12T10:00:12.586-07:002015-05-12T10:00:12.586-07:00Karen thank you for that really kind comment. I am...Karen thank you for that really kind comment. I am not Christ like but it's nice to hear. :-)D Goskahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09353495585591945881noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4174606706448853915.post-56473274974207905292015-05-11T10:59:51.639-07:002015-05-11T10:59:51.639-07:00Wow...this was so beautiful in such a sad way. So...Wow...this was so beautiful in such a sad way. So raw with emotion and truth of feelings. How sad the ending was where people said that about her being alone while you were standing there. I believe she waited to die with someone she trusted by her bedside. She heard you, she knew you were there. She knew you understood her. Because she KNEW you loved her. I think, whether or not she loved you, really doesn't matter, that is for her soul to search. But you will never have to search your soul, you did what your heart told you to do. And you will never regret that. I also think there is nothing as deep over crazy mixed up emotions with our families. You dealt with your sisters death very compassionately, with courage and grace. I know it was very hard on you. So many emotions to deal with. Of course it was hard on you, you loved her. I'm so sorry you had such a rotten childhood, you deserved so much better. But it shows just how much you were born with Jesus and the Blessed Mother in your heart. It was innate. God has given you these gifts to survive that type of abuse and still have a loving heart and soul. What a beautiful thing. You loved unconditionally, which ideally is the way MOST people should love their family members. You loved them in spite of themselves. It is their fault that they could not do the same for you and now their soul lessons to learn. It was NEVER you, never.. it was dysfunction, in the family and in themselves. I think you might have been somewhat of a scapegoat in some ways. They could pick on you, you were easy, they were really picking on everything that they did not like about themselves. You were younger and more innocent. Maybe they hated your innocence, your loving heart. Maybe they were always disgusted with themselves and it was NEVER really you. You thrived in spite of it all. I have phone phobia too.. it's plagued me my entire life. I only like to talk on the phone if I'm drinking. And then the next day am terrified as to who I might have called.. lol... it's not such a bad thing, really. You were bound to have a few battle scars :) I don't know what profile to select. So, I'll select Anonymous below.. But this is sent from Katie Lynch, who is having major adult sibling trouble at the moment too and your blog post just really helped me feel better about things. Thank you for sharing this. :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4174606706448853915.post-22812407646128432632015-05-10T13:51:01.623-07:002015-05-10T13:51:01.623-07:00From observations, I believe Christians would desc...From observations, I believe Christians would describe your love for your sister as Christ-like.Karen A Wylehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02585306711800520723noreply@blogger.com